Missing just two days for my big trip and i’m happy, nervous and anxious. I never left the house for anything like that, so I’m throwing myself in the world.
Fear was what held me these 22 years indoors, never felt safe in strolling alone in my own neighborhood, regardless of the time I get nervous about having to leave the house even to buy bread, I believe that crime and almost all that’s on TV helped me to take root on the couch. Some think it’s laziness, but no, never was!
I spent about 3/4 years going to college or work only with my boyfriend and more nothing, but with the amount of books I read the will to know the places became great and as always I said, ‘One day, maybe I’ll be there ‘, until my boyfriend tired of it and resolved this “problem”.
Months before my birthday he gave me a certain amount and said “Buy your ticket to anywhere, buy!”. I thought about four times before finalizing the purchase of passage, called him asking if we would like the money back or if I wanted to change the passenger’s name to his. Finally finished the purchase with the heart a thousand ‘My God I will travel and now what do I do?’, Today I had the same thought with a heart full of joy, I do not know what to expect, I programmed all hours of the day, but not I intend to follow this script, it’s time to loosen me this routine, this illusion of life. I want live, now, with fear or without fear!
Ps .: I am even thinking of doing an exchange (one short, I’ll).
Faltam exatamente 2 dias para a minha grande viagem e eu digo que é grande porque eu nunca saí de casa para nada desse tipo, então estou me jogando no mundo.